ClOuDy fLUfFy Clouds

mood: sad

music: cantonese songs(chong sheng)

I got back all of my results already. A bit better than what i have did last year. Though i think i still disappoint my parents. Even my sister said that i repeat one year already should be better. However, i think what do you want out of me? I did put in the effort for it already. Sometimes it is a different thing when you are doing paper, okay. You think i don't wanna do well? Luckily the counsellor never pester me that much this time round but i still detest going to see her which will be quite soon i think. Feeling seriously restless these few days. Seem to be stoning more than what i should be doing. Not in the mood to mug and i realised that i have been listening to music with increasing loud volume these days.
Another matter that is bugging me these few days is that person. Please i try to be good to you but i seriously can't stand it when you do not know how to gauge what you are doing. There is a limit to everything. Please don't go over this limit. It is getting on my nerves and i can't seem to be as nice as i should be to you. It has come to a stage when i hear your voice i feel a bit pissed. BUt nevermind i will get used to it hehe...
I am proud of myself too hehe i never cry this mid year=D haha good right. Though i feel really upset about math and chemistry. Cause i really put in a lot of effort into these two. Guess i Just do not have flair in these subJect so i must work super hard hehe
i think i need this weekend to re-energise myself! Hand in there! You already make it through the difficult period last year so this year must give in all the best you get! Can make it this year!(seriously hope so) =)
Jiayou Jiayou =P