ClOuDy fLUfFy Clouds

Have been relaxing and reflecting these days. Some of you may have observed that i am getting more and more restless these days. However i will be back to myself in no time. First of all Happy birthday to siti!=D
Okay, i also found 1 video that i would like to share with you guys. The trailer of the upcoming movie in Nov 2009: New moon trailer. Please watch! It is nice=P
So nice i will definitely catch it=D
Feeling sleepy although i have slept throughout the day=(
so byebye

I got back all of my results already. A bit better than what i have did last year. Though i think i still disappoint my parents. Even my sister said that i repeat one year already should be better. However, i think what do you want out of me? I did put in the effort for it already. Sometimes it is a different thing when you are doing paper, okay. You think i don't wanna do well? Luckily the counsellor never pester me that much this time round but i still detest going to see her which will be quite soon i think. Feeling seriously restless these few days. Seem to be stoning more than what i should be doing. Not in the mood to mug and i realised that i have been listening to music with increasing loud volume these days.
Another matter that is bugging me these few days is that person. Please i try to be good to you but i seriously can't stand it when you do not know how to gauge what you are doing. There is a limit to everything. Please don't go over this limit. It is getting on my nerves and i can't seem to be as nice as i should be to you. It has come to a stage when i hear your voice i feel a bit pissed. BUt nevermind i will get used to it hehe...
I am proud of myself too hehe i never cry this mid year=D haha good right. Though i feel really upset about math and chemistry. Cause i really put in a lot of effort into these two. Guess i Just do not have flair in these subJect so i must work super hard hehe
i think i need this weekend to re-energise myself! Hand in there! You already make it through the difficult period last year so this year must give in all the best you get! Can make it this year!(seriously hope so) =)
Jiayou Jiayou =P
 

Next week we will be getting back our papers for mid year. I don't know what to do already. There is seriously no turning back already. I think that i have done what i can for this test already. I hope i won't do that badly. However, i still feel a bit of despair. No matter how we do, i think i have no way out of the counselling sessions. But what can i say or what should i say to her? If only you can leave me alone. I miss 204 whereby everything is much more simpler in term of friendship. 203 is funny but then a bit complicated in friendship. I think i just have to be a bit nicer to that person. As long as that person don't get too overboard i will treat you nice. I understand that kind of feeling but sometimes, you have to do a lot of soul-searching. Not that we don't want to tell you but then what is the use of people telling you that you have problem and you don't really get it. It is time for that person to seriously wake up and reflect. Aiyo sometimes i think it is the best to shut up. The more you try to help the more troubles you get yourself into at times. But i be nice to you from now hehe not that i am not but i try to.
Getting a bit broke these days. I feel a bit sad these days. Spend money buy present for some people then still don't appreciate. Not like i got buy present for the opp sex so often lor. Next time get your GF to buy for you lah. we give you money lol complain so much.
haha now like Ron Ng a lot hehe his shows very nice. Now watching rosy business, war and destiny and revolving doors of vengeance. Haha just finish watching the brink of law for about the third time. Hehe a very nice show and i think Ron Ng is very outstanding in his acting skills in that show. Also watching a bit of my date with vampire 3. Also have to do homework.hehe but i do hw when the shows are loading while listening to cantonese songs. Think i have been a bit multi-tasking too much these days haha. Think it will stop in the following weeks. lol...have to get ready for promotions already.>.<

Like i said, i have been watching the brink of law. It is really a very good show with good actors and story plot. Those who haven't watch it should try to catch it. The following video is the song that Ah Wing and Zhi Gao likes. It always appear whenever they are recalling about their past. It is really a very nice song too.

Not only this i have been catching another show that Ron Ng starred in, the revolving door of vengeance. Haha i think channel U also aired this show before but it is the evening whereby i am still on the way of home so i cannot watch=X hehe didn't even know he is starring in it then.

Tomorrow have to go back to school. I feel very lethargic to go back to school=( School ends so late. Furthermore this month i will be very bored as i have to buy the gifts for several people=x
Listen to the songs and relax...
 

Haha the day after the chem paper is supposed to go for class outing which i didn't go as it is a bit too far away for me and i don't feel like travelling out on friday. Nevertheless i still went to dhoby ghaut to get my cream puffs which i have been craving for quite some time. it is real nice! the cream puffs from beard papa! I don't like the strawberry ones i prefer the original filling ones! yumyum... i also don't like the chocolate fondant leh a bit too bitter for my likings=X After that went to facebook to look out what other people have been doing lately...nothing much except the arguements duckie and i have. i seriously think that duckie eyes, sixth sense and brain all have problems! Duckie seriously need to undergo a thorough health check at the hospital hehe>.< other than going onto facebook i went to watch the hk drama that i have been wanting to watch very long ago. it had been aired on channel u but i didn't watch due to the bad timings... u know preparing for midyear and it is at ten which is the time that i go online and once i am online, it is very difficult for me to go away hehe...but i managed to catch the last episode on tv..hehe i must say that Ron Ng  has really impressed me with his acting skills. The previous show that i watched are triumph in the skies and twin of brothers then the brink of law which really impresses me. i hope mediacorp can really air more tvb shows=) Now i am trying to watch some other shows that Ron Ng act in too lol
The following videos are some cantonese songs i like...hehe 
hehe i like Ron Ng and steven Ma hehe Of course raymond lam too=)

Hello..i know i should be studying but then i can't wait to post up these songs.hehehe... they are my favourites for now.
The first song is Promise ring by tiffany evans ft ciara. the lyrics is very cute hehe
the other one is very very nice, not the really cute one but i love it. it is very first time by sophia.

haha other than these two songs i am also listening to wilber pan latest album 007 and also jerry yan latest album freedom=) That's all for today. have to study already=)

A little peek at my life for the past few days:
Last friday, it is farewell party for the J2 for SLC. It is a very weird feeling. Feel like i am stuck in the middle of nowhere once again. Neither here nor there. I also getting more lonely in school. Last year, at least i still have a group of friends that i can tell my problems or at least i have a place whereby i no need to have to worry that i did something wrong and can crap for all i want. However, i think everything will change. I think i am getting more distant from 08S204 though i am not really getting close to 09S203. SLC is getting worse! The food on friday is not really what i have expected though they really spend a lot of time on the decorations. I didn't go for the beach outing. I think most of the people didn't go as well. It is not as what the teacher said that we don't feel belong to the cca or something. It is just that we find it unnecessary for cca outing and somemore it is going to the beach which is like so near to MJC. 
Saturday and Sunday were filled with tuitions. Nothing much except for sunday when i went to my aunt's house. Okay la now one of my cousins slim down la but then i find it weird when my dad compare us with her la. I did lose some weight lo and somemore she is fatter than me lah. Feel a bit agitated and bored there as i have nothing much to do there.
Monday was supposed to study at the national library but idiot the tables at the basement are all removed and we are not allowed to sit on the floor which meant that we cannot really study there anymore. Then we went to the study lounge on level 5 which is filled with people. Then went home and did practically nothing i think. Today is the most productive day i spent throughout holiday. Went to study with my sister at some fast food restaurant...hehe not going to name the place.=x Managed to clear most of my doubts after scrutinising my notes and also with the help of my sister. Hehe to end my entry, i going to introduce you to one of the songs from my favourite singers, Wilbur Pan=D

I think it is inevitable for people around you to change. People change so often that i find it hard to adapt. You think you know that person but usually it is just your wishful thinking. I feel a bit upset that some people are changing. Things seem to get a bit harder than before. We can't go back to the past anymore. It's only left those memories for us to cling on. Everything just doesn't seem to feel right. hai.

I am feeling so dead and sian today. i was down with flu... quite sick lo..my head hurt and my throat is in pain lo...don't even feel like talking today! Then got one person keep on talking and sometimes screaming which add on to my headache lo...feel like telling the person to shut up but then hai...not worth it to offend people over such minor stuff...
i think i today look very unglam at kallang mrt station lo i was talking very loud into the phone...gosh la i don't think i will head home from kallang mrt for sometime lo
Luckily today i was the only person in the clinic when i went there to see my doctor...hehe if not i have to wait for so long to see the doc...sometimes i don't go see doctor because of this reason! Long waiting time...you see(comma) i am such an impatient person.
I was not down with fever which is lucky though body temperature is higher than normal...hehe my temperature reads 37.3 degree celsius when i am down at the clinic today lo
I feel quite drowsy today lo i hope i will be well by monday! monday got gp test and NE trip. hai...i hope i can do well for GP though i think i will have to fuel my exhausted body with medicine...hehe
some of the medicines i like are the throat lozenges and the coughing syrup...hehe...hey i am not a drug addict or something but i think these are better than the pills or chinese remedy. i don't seriously like chinese remedy...they have a very weird taste to it. But i hate being sick leh...this is the first time this year that i saw a doctor lo...though i didn't get any MC=( should have gone during school days haha...but haha...i rarely go on MC! so beware...once i on MC it should be that i am so terribly sick!=P tell you for what??buy me a getwell card??hehe a getwell bear will be even better...
I think i will stop here...till next time then...when will it be??i don't know maybe end of year...

Wish me luck!=D i need to do well(at least pass)  for mid year and promo this year...=D

Think i have been gossiping too much lately. Idiot, i feel a bit disgusted by one person these few days. It is the freaking gay or sisi that i told some of you guys...totally can't stand that type of people. Today is colosseum. The weather is so hot. Up at the gallery it is so warm and stuffy. Today triton got last. How come?? everytime i change houses the house like score not that good=[  This year MJC also lose the soccer match but anyway they did a really fine job!!! Very impressed by MJC soccer boys!=D
Feel like sleeping these days lo...never do well for math and physics a bit upset but i pull myself together and make sure i make the teachers jaws dropped...lol like real!
Geoffrey damn funny lo!!! whenever we tease him about rambutan!lol...hehe
I shall end here with one video...the song is nice!